Because Love is Sacrifice (My Real Story)
8:50 AM Posted In My Life My Story Edit This 0 Comments »“If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.” Richard Bach.
Let us talk as women. Regarding to the fact most women think that if they love a man, they want him to be their man, stay beside him, knows his every activities, call him every moment and don’t wanna leave him even for just a minute.
Sometimes I also feel like that. But I ever take my best decision that I’m so grateful to God for doing that. Because I really love someone, I let him go, and he never comes back to me because he doesn't love me anymore. Now I praise to the Lord, he isn’t my soulmate ^^. He is funny, he can make me laugh always but then I realize, he can only do that for me. He never protect me, never make me feel comfort to stay beside him, never understand me, never fulfill his promises and he always think ‘bout himself and what can he do all the time is spending most of his precious time in front of the TV game. No, it doesn’t mean I hate game, I love playing game too but I won’t give all my time doin’ that coz there’s still a lot of worth things to do.
It is very hard at the very beginning, it hurts me much, I can’t stop crying. Every night I think of him, and it happened for 2 years! I can only crying and crying. Can you imagine how tortured I am. Sometimes I wonder why he could be so unkind. So the best part is I let him go and I think, I really love him, when I’m happy to see him happy although it really really hurts me. But there’s no pain inside after I decide that.
And now, I can totally forget him and every single moment with him and I feel so relieve. Of course I love him, but as a part from my past that there’s no need to think ‘bout it anymore. LOL. Now, it’s time to start everything in my new life’s page. And I hope I can find my true love soon ^^. And because love is sacrifice, I don’t need rich man with a sparkling diamond and bucket of red rose or so-goddamn-six pack-handsome-guy, I don’t need someone who can treat me every weekend at five star hotel, I just wanna stay beside someone who can accept me the way I am and spending all the night talk with him will be very precious moment, someone who can support me not by his talk but by his eyes. No matter what people say, God’s plan will be very beautiful at the end. :P
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